Mr. Evans is still dead
Mr. Evans is still dead. People die sure and a lot of people think you get used to it. They think, “If you have seen dozens of your friends die what does some old man you barely know matter?” I can feel them thinking it. The thing is you never really get used to death, on moment somebody is in your life the next day they aren't. You never get to tell them anything new, they never get to learn about new developments in your life and you never get to hear about theirs. When I was in the military I saw my brothers killed in batter, in terrible terrible ways. This felt different, I didn’t see him die. Just out of nowhere he went from alive to dead without me being able to do anything. I have been in a bad mood since I found out he died however many days ago. I guess I may have been in a bad mood before then too, I can’t remember. After already being in a bad mood today it was Coco that decided to pester me. She came up to me as I was walking into the building from my car (after a sess...